Sunday, April 10, 2016

Sunday Sadness

Just a regular Sunday, you know how it goes you wake up all lazy and the first thing that comes to your mind is that tomorrow is Monday. You try to stay positive but somewhere around 8 p.m crises hits you and you are all miserable thinking about the conditioning that you have at 8 a.m and those three classes that are waiting for you after that. I definitely need that extra day between Saturday and Sunday, how about we add "Satunday" or something like that please, I think a lot of people would agreed on this! I need one more day of laziness before all of Mondays madness hits. However, this Sunday is especially sad for me because today is Sibling's day and I am so far from my brother. We spent whole morning skyping, he made me laugh like he always does. I remember when we were kids we use to fight all the time and I thought we would never get a long but I was mistaken, today he is my best friend and it makes me extremely sad that we are so far away. We talk a lot and I am so excited to see him soon.  

He is a 6'9 feet tall, extremely athletic, he is also volleyball player. He plays for one the best teams in our country and he is senior in high school. Recently he got invited to play for the National team of Serbia, I am so proud of his hard work and dedication. The two of us are completely different in every single aspect, he is chill and relaxed and he doesn’t worry a lot and he doesn’t care what people think, and compared to me, I am just too much and all over the place, can't stand loosing, bad grades, or when somebody doesn't like me. I get pissed easily and sometimes care too much about how other people see me and also my high expectations about everything I am doing will kill me one day. While my brother is just relaxed when it comes to school as long he is passing he is more than satisfied. He loves working out as long the coach is fair to him and his teammates. He doesn’t like when somebody is bossing him around and yelling, as long as you ask him nicely he will do it. Sometimes I feel like he is fearless and doesn’t care about consequences. Even though he never gives maximum effort except when he is working out he is very successful in general. He lives by himself and he is very independent. He always works out, when he is not in practice he is doing some abs at home, running or playing some other sport outside. I love his humor, he is always joking around. He sees world with positive eyes no matter how hard it gets and that’s what I like the most about him! Even though we are different we get along very good now that both of us are grown up, we can talk about everything including sports, music, movies, boyfriends and girlfriends etc. I wish he is part of my every day life in near future since we have been apart for seven years already. I am seeing him just on breaks when I go home during summer and winter. I feel safe around him and I know he is there whatever I need also he knows that I am always there for him whatever he needs. He always text me when he needs paper for one of his classes or money, but also when he needs advice about some girl or friend, which shirt to wear out or for some volleyball advice. I love the trust we have built between each other, it is very important to me. I am so happy and thankful to have him by my side and I hope he can visit me here one day...  
He can put smile on my face no matter what.

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